tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2588011920906503642024-02-08T07:17:03.028-08:00A Piece Of My MindOrdinary soul wandering through life on a land of make-believe realities leaving nothing but a trail behindPanwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.comBlogger33125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-8297627593353970922020-09-06T08:22:00.003-07:002020-09-06T08:22:17.390-07:00Her mystic might<p>And I so wish, I could see</p><p>Through her skin</p><p>All that she hides</p><p>The ocean she seeks</p><p>And thunderous skies</p><p>Unruly winds and that wish to fly</p><p><br /></p><p>And I so wish, to walk beside</p><p>Through her paths</p><p>All that she strives</p><p>The love she carries</p><p>And hunger inside</p><p>Undue brevity and her sleepless nights</p><p><br /></p><p>And I so wish, I could be</p><p>Through her darkness</p><p>All that she dreads</p><p>Be her light, her mystic might</p>Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-87777008350135120462020-09-06T08:11:00.004-07:002020-09-06T08:13:22.470-07:00Her glow<p>On a dark night, you glow </p><p>Like a glorious moon</p><p>Through my window</p><div style="text-align: left;">And onto my pores</div><p><br /></p><p>Like a rush of blood</p><p>You swim to core</p><p>Through my veins</p><p>And deep to the soul</p><p><br /></p><p>Thou love should know</p><p>You flow like wind</p><p>Through my skin</p><p>And on to my bones</p><p>And pour like a thunderous rain</p><p>On a barren land</p><p>For love has captured </p><p>The world I behold</p>Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-40515271621444524672020-09-06T07:30:00.001-07:002020-09-06T07:30:23.716-07:00Glimpses<p>A glimpse of her smile</p><p>And all this long while</p><p>I keep craving, hoping</p><p>The moment to stand by</p><p><br /></p><p>And every morning I rise</p><p>Longing to be her sky</p><p>Her pride, one more time</p><p>Be a moment of her time</p><p><br /></p><p>A glimpse of her smile</p><p>And all this long while</p><p>She has been my soul</p><p>My only craving for life</p>Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-53123468585472450052018-12-24T21:39:00.002-08:002018-12-24T21:39:44.362-08:00Thy rain<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
And so i wait<br />
For a day<br />
When the sky opens<br />
And it rains<br />
Not an ordinary day<br />
It would be<br />
And every drop<br />
Will carry fragrance thee<br />
<br />
And i so promise<br />
For that day<br />
I won't hide<br />
And run for shade<br />
Covered in flames<br />
Bare footed<br />
Drenched in love<br />
I'll celebrate thy rain</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-15669939155589620172018-12-15T23:54:00.001-08:002018-12-15T23:54:19.954-08:00In the end<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
And in the end,<br />
It did happen<br />
Moon fell asleep,<br />
Dreams didn't pour<br />
<br />
Hope fought despair<br />
Longer than you know<br />
And i tried to be better<br />
Stronger than you've known<br />
<br />
For it was a battle<br />
I couldn't win or lose<br />
Both heart and mind<br />
Warriors so brave, so true<br />
<br />
And in the end<br />
It did happen<br />
I lay still, unperturbed<br />
Drunk on the idea<br />
It's only about to begin</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-12690897409918239902018-12-15T23:23:00.000-08:002018-12-15T23:24:13.112-08:00Divine thy love<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
We all so very well know<br />
To be someone we are not<br />
And for reasons all unknown<br />
We pretend so to be in love<br />
<br />
And we have not, slightest clue<br />
How it feels, to breathe in pure<br />
To be free, cave in and endure<br />
What to do, with all this love<br />
<br />
For thy hearts are so dull<br />
Full, unduly signed by ego<br />
And this mind lacks magic<br />
Imagination, of divine thy love</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-7330138961473470982018-12-08T23:49:00.002-08:002018-12-08T23:50:48.400-08:00Why do you<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
And you - fascinating, scintillating<br />
Eyes so deep, fancy of thee<br />
Why do you fear, your flaws<br />
They disappear, as he kisses thy soul<br />
Why do you hide, those walls<br />
Ones you climb, every night<br />
And reach out to him, thy love</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-45895286144921467602018-12-01T19:39:00.002-08:002018-12-01T19:39:30.675-08:00That one night<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
That one night<br />
When we lay in bed<br />
Sleepless for hours<br />
Eyes closed, lips pressed<br />
Moving in and out of time<br />
We discovered, expressions timeless<br />
And then came morning<br />
As the world conspired<br />
Against you and me, love<br />
You gave in, you left<br />
But your smell, your presence<br />
Couldn't, It stayed with me</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-41115538189913944442018-12-01T19:31:00.000-08:002018-12-01T19:31:07.733-08:00It is time<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Took a deep long breathe<br />
Waited for a moment to pass<br />
And then i pulled it together<br />
To coerce words out of memory<br />
For all these years too many<br />
I have carried your prints on me<br />
Time heals, they say, I believed<br />
But these wound need stitches<br />
And this old house I have<br />
Need some walls repainted<br />
To come back to life again<br />
To be a born again devotee</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-87082338223212433482018-10-15T03:33:00.003-07:002018-10-15T03:33:40.815-07:00Time flies<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Time flies with the blink of an eye<br />What you dream tonight <br />Are memoirs of past life<br />What you wish for today<br />You took for granted always<br /><br />What you strive for<br />Has been all yours<br />What you want to be<br />Isn't you would die for<br /><br />What all you fight for<br />Hasn’t been your cause<br />What you haven’t yet heard<br />Been your calling for years<br /><br />Look into the mirror<br />Whom do you see<br />Remember it isn’t <br />Who you used to be<br /><br />Life isn’t <br />what you repeat everyday<br />Life is when you experience<br />every moment, every day</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-86164566554699437972014-10-14T06:03:00.000-07:002018-12-01T19:35:44.045-08:00When It's All Done!!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
When the day is done, you lie down on your bed<br />
And several hundred chores run through your head<br />
Tell yourself, not to hurry through it so fast<br />
B'coz time is short, and this too shall pass<br />
<br />
When you ask, "Are you alive?"<br />
And you hear, no reply<br />
Slow down, catch a breathe<br />
B'coz life is short, this moment won't last<br />
<br />
When you run so fast, just to be there<br />
You miss the point, fun of getting there<br />
Life is no race, no point speeding through it<br />
Hear the music, before it's all done & dusted over here<br />
<br />
When you reach home, your kid stares<br />
Trying to find, a dad that he so missed<br />
Hold him, not to miss his sorrow in haste<br />
Tell him, it ain't over and you're there<br />
<br />
When you lose touch, old friendships die<br />
Trying to make the most of it, you lied<br />
Call back, tell the precious ones - you care<br />
B'coz time is short, and life is all what you live</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-56225524143073803052012-12-03T09:18:00.001-08:002012-12-03T09:18:26.364-08:00On The New Year's Eve<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
One day, you'll find the pieces,<br />
The puzzle and the unforgivable mystery,<br />
One day, you'll find peace,<br />
The day, Sky and Dust merge,<br />
to create and unfold, unforeseen reality,<br />
One day, you'll find your path,<br />
The day, you'll learn to,<br />
forget Or forgive the past....<br />
</div>
Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-4611531640602930762012-10-02T11:31:00.000-07:002012-10-02T11:33:15.830-07:00Ek Ghazal<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<br />
Yunhi shabdon se do-do haath hum bhi kar lete hain<br />
Teri yaad main ek ghazal hum bhi padh lete hain<br />
<br />
Kuch pal the woh, jee unko hum aaj bhi lete hain<br />
Tere kadmon ki aahat, jaan hum aaj bhi lete hain<br />
<br />
Kya rang the tere, dooba pagla mann, satrangi badal aaj bhi hain<br />
Adhure sapne tere, poore kar sakken aisi, khwahish aaj bhi hain<br />
<br />
Teri muskurat, fida kar ishq, bhule aaj bhi kahan kuch hain<br />
Teri chahat, bhula kar rabb, ek gulam-e-aam hum aaj bhi hain<br />
<br />
Chale the saath, woh nishan, woh galiyaare aaj bhi hain<br />
Teri yaadon main, ek ghazal hum padhte, sar-e-aam aaj bhi hain<br />
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
© Narender Panwar</div>
</div>Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-52777214448660814322012-05-24T23:09:00.000-07:002012-05-24T23:09:18.407-07:00The Words Unsaid<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
A moment lost in your thoughts<br />A soul wandering, forgotten past<br />So brave, so strong, so true of you<br />To love a man who couldn't hold onto you<br /><br />A moment lost in your thoughts<br />A soul living, shadows of dead past<br />So weak, so vulnerable, look at thou wet eyes<br />I know you're gone, & I'm buried alive<br /><br />A moment lost in your thoughts<br />A soul, a heart, wish you a life<br />A precious one, shining like a sunlit star<br />In my mind, O heart, you'll live far beyond time</div>Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-184197487333760742011-12-26T04:17:00.000-08:002011-12-26T04:17:09.943-08:00Ek ShaamUljhi hai meri takdeer kuch iss tarah tere aanchal main<br />
Teri khushboo samai hai kuch iss tarah meri saanson main<br />
<br />
Tham le haath mera ki bas meri aakhri yeh farmaish hai<br />
Jaan le yeh jag saara ki kis tarah mujhme tu samai haiPanwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-89630159379696532942011-08-27T10:22:00.001-07:002011-08-27T10:22:38.364-07:00YogicEveryday, give yourself the best of self<br />
Ignore the woes, the pain and useless gains<br />
A few solitary moments, just be your true self<br />
<br />
Let the moment pass, let your thoughts dance<br />
Let the attention merge with the sensation<br />
Observe, as soul rises above your limitations<br />
<br />
<br />
A lot unexplored and there's a lot unsaid<br />
A lot uncomprehended and man, I'm so correct<br />
No friend or foe better than true innerself<br />
<br />
<br />
Don't just dive, believe and rely on self<br />
Through the darkness of your today's past<br />
You'll be grounded and rooted in agape lovePanwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-28860713440663991082011-06-22T07:38:00.000-07:002011-06-22T07:38:27.639-07:00KarmaHave you ever loved someone so much<br />
you'd give up your dreams for<br />
Have you ever felt less than perfect<br />
just because she is not around you<br />
Have you ever held someone's arm and<br />
felt your soul slip and melt into hers<br />
<br />
Did you ever fear you'd disappoint her<br />
so much so that she'd decide to leave you<br />
Did you ever thought that karma<br />
would turn around and bite you<br />
Did you ever wonder your survival<br />
so much so that you'd better die for<br />
<br />
Did you ever thought that karma<br />
would turn around and bite you<br />
so much so that you'll become the pain<br />
she'll have to fight, day and night withPanwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-80400316956394151932011-05-23T06:41:00.000-07:002011-05-23T06:41:44.839-07:00MuddateinUgte suraj ki kirnon ke saath ek paigam aaya<br />
Uska khayal aur bas jaane kyun mann bhar aaya<br />
Beete lamhon ke saaye kuch yunn laut ke aaye<br />
Aur tab samjhe ki muddatein ho gayee muskuraye....Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-53295436626905912902011-04-13T01:44:00.000-07:002011-04-13T02:25:31.004-07:00A night without a morningSitting on a calm shore under the moonlit sky<br />
Such sweetness crowned me, while time shot by<br />
Sitting by my side, her soft fingers entwined with mine<br />
And it was like a night without a morning, on my eyes<br />
<br />
Every treasured emotion stirring my ageless heart<br />
The world around was changing real quick, so fast<br />
Sitting by my side, her heart beats rhyming with mine<br />
And it was like a night without a morning, on my eyes<br />
<br />
Every moment cherished and charged with her love<br />
With rapture ecstatic, my soul was being drawn into her<br />
Sitting by my side, her forehead pressed against mine<br />
And it was like a night without a morning, on my eyes<br />
<br />
Every bit of me billowed by an emotion called love<br />
No pain, no fear, no regrets within, just calm delight<br />
Sitting by my side, her deep blue eyes as wide as mine<br />
And it was like a night without a morning, on my eyes<br />
<br />
© Narender Panwar 2011Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-80712560706824736812011-04-12T01:33:00.000-07:002011-04-13T02:26:08.213-07:00ImpedimentWhen your mind is full of thoughts, but you don't feel like sharing.....<br />
<br />
It ain’t the noise of the mind; it’s the howl of your soul<br />
Emotions bundled within, waiting to explode & explore<br />
The expressions of joy, sorrow, reverence, love & hate<br />
You know them all, the ones imbibed and cultivated since age<br />
Try as you may, and try if you like, but you will see a day<br />
When these elements of you would betray & reach to me<br />
No words, no voice, no written symbols of a trivial language<br />
Your impediments will vanish, and you’ll be known as my devotee<br />
<br />
© Narender Panwar 2011Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-33961713930443507302011-04-12T01:29:00.000-07:002011-04-13T02:26:32.023-07:00FriendsFriend - a word so trite, so plain & dry<br />
Take it for granted, abuse it outright<br />
Beat it, demean it, and lose it overnight<br />
<br />
Friend - an expression so absolute & white<br />
Adore it, nurture it, hold it dear & hold it tight<br />
And when you cry, just let it be the strength inside<br />
<br />
Friend - an acquaintance, a comrade<br />
Let them be a part of the unending battle called life<br />
Let them make it right, make it glorified & make it life<br />
<br />
Friends if you’ve, you shouldn’t have to fight it all alone<br />
Even though it’s nobody’s battle but your own<br />
Friends if you’ve, you shouldn’t have to be on your own<br />
Because when things turn out bad, you’ll never be alone<br />
<br />
© Narender Panwar 2011Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-54860599341909534132011-01-19T07:06:00.000-08:002011-01-19T07:06:45.526-08:00Away From The Sun<span style="font-family: inherit;">Away from the sun I am hanging onto myself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Missing the colors of life trying to discover self</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You know, I got to make this life make some sense</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And I need to find myself, before I turn somebody else</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Wonder if you can see me here, where darkness crawls</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Wonder if you need me there, in the world you've known</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Away from the sun, I'm so far down, to make some sense</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">To find my way back into life, the sunshine, I rightly deserve</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Away from the sun I am hanging onto myself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Fighting the evil, rising within me against my will</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You know, I got to make this life make some sense</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And I need to find the truth, before I turn somebody else</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Wonder if I can get up, break & beat the even odds</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Wonder if I can make an effort & reach the sacred gods</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Away from the sun, I'm so far down, to make some sense</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">To find my reality, the true existence, undo the wrongs I've done</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Away from the sun I am hanging onto myself</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Fighting the darkness, the darkness I possess</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You know, I got to make this life make some sense</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And I need to be somebody, before I turn somebody else</span><br />
<br/><br />
© Narender Panwar 2011Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-88209751623738206132011-01-18T03:10:00.000-08:002011-01-18T03:10:04.494-08:00Sometimes<div style="text-align: left;"></div><div style="text-align: left;"></div><div style="text-align: left;">Sometimes you just run out of choice</div><div style="text-align: left;">No escape but got to face the real life</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sometimes you just feel it ain't worth the fight</div><div style="text-align: left;">No matter how much you wanna try with all might</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sometimes you feel like quitting and I know you might</div><div style="text-align: left;">Life's been harsh and I know a choice ain't enough right</div><div style="text-align: left;">And I know you need more than a free will to survive</div><div style="text-align: left;">A motive, a reason to pull pieces together before you lose sight</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sometimes something ain't right and it just keeps crawling inside</div><div style="text-align: left;">And you know something you need so bad isn't easy to be had, right</div><div style="text-align: left;">You keep running from all you had till you drop dead & lose your breathe</div><div style="text-align: left;">Chasing your fears you keep running from your unfound future to lost past</div><div style="text-align: left;">Sometimes it just ain't enough to follow the footsteps of a ghost from past</div><div style="text-align: left;">And you need to stand and make it on your own, your way & your paths</div><div style="text-align: left;">Boy, you need to live, feel & believe in your beliefs to pass</div><div style="text-align: left;">And show these worldly lords, damn they can't pull you apart</div><div style="text-align: left;">Boy, just listen, quit you may but before you do just learn to pray</div><div style="text-align: left;">Because once you quit only god might help you mate</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">© Narender Panwar 2011</div>Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-34388314835574458752011-01-14T00:15:00.000-08:002011-01-14T00:15:36.284-08:00LIfe is ReaL<span style="font-family: inherit;">Every now and then you feel the darkness inside</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And the battle within never ceases to leave your mind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Facing the mirror, you just can't look him into the eyes</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Balancing the edge, you know there's no escape in sight</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Rhyming a prayer, you ask good lord to be your armoured knight</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">You wish life was like it is in bollywood movies</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Singing a song you just dance around the trees</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">In the times of darkness, you're gods favorite kid</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Let the evil come, by gods grace, you're bound to win</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">At the end of it, hero will find his way, dear</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">And everyone will end up with a smile to remember</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">But,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Life ain't a movie boy, life is so strictly real</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">The joy, the pain, all of it is so damn real</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Shed away the fears and be ready to bear</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">LIfe's harsh realities and it's trivial nuisances</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Life ain't a movie boy, life is afterall strictly real</span><br />
<br/><br />
© Narender Panwar 2011Panwarhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01073994019592833466noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-258801192090650364.post-85809636399547906022011-01-12T01:56:00.000-08:002011-01-12T01:56:32.282-08:00And I Say....And I Say, Girl<br />
See the light scattered across the shades<br />
Follow your instinct before it starts to fade<br />
See the signs of life & the signs of true self<br />
Look for yourself through the fog and the rain<br />
See the very first dream you had again & again<br />
Take that first step to turn that dream into reality<br />
See through my eyes and Girl, you will know it<br />
I'll take my chances and I know you will hate me<br />
Free mind I had, but it ain't in demand these days<br />
Carefree boy I was, but nobody needs that boy anyway<br />
And I say, Age doesn't make you a man comrade<br />
And I say, Girl, Carefree boy is better than inhibited man anyday<br />
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